Saturday, March 3, 2012
ADIEU MY LOVING HUSBAND OJUKWU, A TRIBUTE BY BIANCA.
Icheoku says if to die is to live in the hearts of those who love you; then oh death where is thy speed. Ikemba was much loved and greatly admired by all including his detractors, who jealously secretly wished they were him or could trade places with him. But these munchkins failed to and did not advert their minds to the Igbo proverbial saying that if you learn the chirping of the bird, you should also learn how it takes to flight and that whoever is being lovingly called, there is always a reason for that. That it does not lie in the mouth to wish that one gets "Ogbodo's haircut, but that one should by the same token do what Ogbodo did to deservedly get the haircut. So it is that Ojukwu eminently earned all the encomiums being poured at this time of his great funeral; admitted Icheoku would have preferred they were poured while he was still alive and manifested while he was struggling both financially and health-wise. Or that the cost of all these show being put up at his funeral were plowed into his healthcare needs and spirited out of UNTH for a better medical attention abroad, especially in the United States of America, earlier before his condition irreversibly deteriorated. Icheoku however reiterates our gratitude to Governor Pete Obi of Anambra State for shouldering Ojukwu's last expenses like a grateful beneficiary of his kindest love and personal sacrifice for the Igbo nation. Governor Peter Obi, Icheoku says thank you for coming through for the peoples hero. (Icheoku's "Ojukwu, do not mourn if and when he finally dies" was also published in SaharaReporters)
But hey every mortal shall die and happy are those whose bodies are buried and ecstatic are the very few whose burial attracted a seating president as did the peoples hero's, Dim Chukwuemeka Odumegwu Ojukwu. No one individual can ask for more than for the president of one's country to be present to personally honor and grace the funeral ceremony of the individual, particularly someone who in life was branded a rebel; but thankfully Wole Soyinka has qualified this particular rebel as a rebel with a cause. Very heart-warming and uplifting indeed. Be that as it may, Icheoku joins millions of lovers of brave souls world-wide to wish the Ikemba God's mercy and forgiveness of whatever sins he might have committed and that the good Lord reward him abundantly for saving his Igbo people from an assured extinction in the hands of genocidal Gowon goaded on by the mean spirited Awolowo, who visited Biafra with the most excruciating starvation pogrom that led to millions of kwashiokor-induced death of Biafrans. Shall Biafra forgive, you bet; but to forget, Biafra must not; as there is a reason why records are kept with posterity as its beneficiary. Ikemba, go in peace and may the good Lord give the Igbos another leader cloned from your mold. Igbos are not particularly asking for another Ojukwu as his uniqueness of character is impossible to replicate, but just for a leader who would always aspire and work assiduously to at least follow Ojukwu's stellar selfless example. Ojukwu's BIG-FOOT shoes are simply too big for any other Igboman's midget foot to fill; but the Igbos will at least know when an effort is being made by such next leader and which is good enough to pass for what is wished for and what could have been; and then, the available as usual will automatically become the desirable.
As earlier observed, there have been several tributes in honor of this catalystical figure called Ojukwu since his demise. Bola Tinubu's tribute in TBS Lagos was quite outstanding; but Icheoku finds Bianca Onoh-Ojukwu's moving tribute from the depth of a loving wife's heart, both fantastic and riveting; hence our decision to republish same here for our teeming audience world-wide to enjoy. Now happy trail into the inner bosom of a widow truly shaken that her love is gone.
"How do I sum up 23 years in one page? I don't know. How do I describe you? I cannot. Not in any depth. Not for anybody else - you were my husband, my brother, my friend, my child. I was your queen, and it was an honour to have served you.
You were the lion of my history books, the leader of my nation when we faced extinction, the larger-than-life history come to my life - living, breathing legend. But unlike the history books, you defied all preconceptions. You made me cry from laughter with your jokes, many irreverent. You awed me with your wisdom. You melted my heart with your kindness. Your impeccable manners made Prince Charming a living reality. Your fearlessness made you the man I dreamt of all my life and your total lack of seeking public approval before speaking your mind separated you from mere mortals.
Every year that I spent with you was an adventure - no two days were the same. With you, I was finally able to soar on wings wider than the ocean. With you I was blessed with the best children God in heaven had to give. With you, I learnt to face the world without fear and learnt daily the things that matter most. Your disdain for money was novel - sometimes funny, other times quite alarming.
It mattered not a whit to you. Your total dedication to your people - Ndi-Igbo - was so absolute that really, very little else mattered. You never craved anybody's praise as long as you believed that you were doing right and even in the face of utmost danger, you never relented from speaking truth to power - to you, what after all, was power? It was not that conferred by the gun, nor that stolen from the ballot box. No. You understood that power transcended all that. Power is the freedom to be true to yourself and to God, no matter the cost.
It is freedom from fear. It is freedom from bondage. It is freedom to seek the well being of your people just because you love them. It is the ability to move a whole nation without a penny as inducement nor a gun to force them. When an entire nation can rise up for one person for no other reason than that they love him and know he is their leader - sans gun, money, official title or any strange paraphernalia - that is power.
To try to contain you in words is futile. You span the breadth of human experience - full of laughter, joy, kindness and sometimes, almost childlike in your ability to find something good in almost everyone and every situation. You could flare up at any injustice and in the next instant, sing military songs to the children. You could analyse a situation with incredible swiftness and accuracy. In any generation, there can only be one like you. You were that one star. You were a child of destiny, born for no other time than the one you found yourself in.
Destined to lead your people at the time total extinction was staring us in the face. There was no one else. You gained nothing from it. You used all the resources you had just to wage a war of survival. You fought to keep us alive when we were being slaughtered like rams for no reason. Today, we find ourselves in the same situation but you are not here. You fought that we might live. The truth is finally coming out and even those who fought you now acknowledge that you had no choice. For your faithfulness, God kept you and brought you home to your people.
You loved Nigeria. You spent so much of your waking moments devising ways through which Nigeria could progress to Tai-Two ("Tai-One" stands for Taiwan and this is an ode to Taiwan's economic and technological feat which Ojukwu wished could have been replicated in Nigeria thus making Nigeria the "Tai-Two")!!! You were the eternal optimist, always hoping that one day, God will touch His people and give us one Vision and the diligence to work towards the dream. It never came to pass in your lifetime. Instead, the disaster you predicted if we continued on the same path has come home to roost. You always saw so clearly. Your words are indelibly preserved for this generation to read and learn and perhaps heed and turn. You always said the dry bones will rise again. But you always hoped we would not become the dry bones by our actions. Above all, you feared for your own people, crying out against the relentless oppression that has not ceased since the end of the war and saddened by the acceptance of this position by your own people. In death, you have awakened the spirit that we thought had died. Your people are finally waking up.
At home, you were the father any child would dream of having. At no point did our children have to wonder where you were. You were ever at their disposal, playing with them, teaching them of a bygone era, teaching them of the world they live in and giving them the total security of knowing you were always present.
In mercy, God gave me a year to prepare for the inevitable. I could never have survived an instant departure. In mercy, God ensured that your final week on earth was spent only with me and that on your last day, you were back to your old self. I cannot but thank God for the joy of that final day - the jokes, the laughter, the songs. It was a lifetime packed into a few hours, filled with hope that many tomorrows would follow and that we would be home for Christmas. You deceived me. You were so emphatic that we would be going home. I did not know you meant a different home.
The swiftness of your departure remains shocking to me. You left on the day I least expected. But I cannot fight God. He owns your life and mine. I know that God called you home because every other time it seemed you were at death's door, you fought like the lion that God made you and always prevailed. In my eyes, even death was no match for you. But who can say 'no' to the Almighty God? You walked away with Him, going away with such peace that I can only bow to God's sovereignty. Your people have remembered. The warrior of our land has gone. The flags are lowered in your honour. Our hearts are laden with grief.
But I will trust that the living God who gave you to me will look after me and our children. Through my sadness, the memories will always shine bright and beautiful.
Adieu, my love,
Amuma na Egbe Igwe,
Chukwu gozie gi,
Chukwu debe gi.
Anyi ga afu na omesia